Ya know
I keep talking about all these great things about being an Aspie. All the things you can do. All the misunderstandings that can come with others lack of knowledge and such. Those great people that did these great things.
But, I haven't really gone the other way yet. Being as it's close to Christmas I know it doesn't seem like the proper time but it really is.
Christmas is by far one of the most stressful holidays we as people ever have to go through. Every one has heard of the scores of people that actually get trampled on Black Friday. The insane parking issues. All for what? So much emphasis is being placed on what your getting and/or how much you are giving.
*takes a breath*
Sometimes being and Aspie just sucks. It's almost physically painful sometimes. You may be doing everything right and the way you are supposed to and you can still hit rock bottom. It doesn't mean that you aren't working hard enough. It could mean you are working too hard. However, even if you are doing just enough you are going to have bad days.
There is absolutely no way around this at all. Yeah, that knowledge sucks. You can still go from having the best day to having the worst in a manner of moments.
Just know that when things get bad for you. You've done too much. You can't get away. You snap at your friends or family and they can't understand why. In those moments, they are a part of you and there's nothing that can change that. Just move on with your day. Make what apologies you have to and keep moving. Looking back will only make you fall.
It'll suck but only as long as you let it.
I keep talking about all these great things about being an Aspie. All the things you can do. All the misunderstandings that can come with others lack of knowledge and such. Those great people that did these great things.
But, I haven't really gone the other way yet. Being as it's close to Christmas I know it doesn't seem like the proper time but it really is.
Christmas is by far one of the most stressful holidays we as people ever have to go through. Every one has heard of the scores of people that actually get trampled on Black Friday. The insane parking issues. All for what? So much emphasis is being placed on what your getting and/or how much you are giving.
*takes a breath*
Sometimes being and Aspie just sucks. It's almost physically painful sometimes. You may be doing everything right and the way you are supposed to and you can still hit rock bottom. It doesn't mean that you aren't working hard enough. It could mean you are working too hard. However, even if you are doing just enough you are going to have bad days.
There is absolutely no way around this at all. Yeah, that knowledge sucks. You can still go from having the best day to having the worst in a manner of moments.
Just know that when things get bad for you. You've done too much. You can't get away. You snap at your friends or family and they can't understand why. In those moments, they are a part of you and there's nothing that can change that. Just move on with your day. Make what apologies you have to and keep moving. Looking back will only make you fall.
It'll suck but only as long as you let it.
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